I'd rather be a trannie than a girl

Another wonderful day in Manchester, I do absolutely adore doing it - better than anything else in the world. Is it the only place where you can meet a 20 year old androgynous trainee priest called Paul, whose struggling with his chastity. Had a long chat, he daren't dress because he looks too good (I can believe that). You really had to concentrate hard to realise you were talking to a boy.Looks, gestures even speech could be male or female. Wish you luck Pauly, but I know you will survive, you are that determined.

Met and had some great fun with a group of gg's at Naps. Gg's seem absolutely fascinated by sissies like me and though we had long chats about transvestism, they treated me as on of them which was great. Especially when the strap of my dress came off exposing my right boob. Six girls fussing over me, trying to adjust it so it wasn't so revealing. Plenty of laughs (mostly at my expense) but great fun. Even turned downed a shag at one point. The line "You'll have to forgive me I'm very direct, but can we go back to your hotel and I'll give you a night you'll never forget" doesn't work for me. I suppose I had one other option. "£40 a blow job, £80 a shag", but I'm not quite there yet. Man magnet Tricia ha-ha, thats what the girls said when I told them.

My beautiful gold dress will have to go into retirement but I will keep what remains of it as a souvenir. It has kept me company and kept me noticed on four separate outings. Must get a new dress for bf next week; didn't manage to find the time last week. (sigh) bf, London, All About My Mother, six days only. What will happen, will I be disappointed. I don't know but it will be fun finding out. My darling, look after me, cherish me, I promise I'm worth it. Starting taking Estroven last week, only one pill a day for now, and they are definately working and I appear to have a a more healthy glow about me, and the lines on my face appear to be diminishing. I worry that it may be wishful thinking however. I hope I can grow some little boobs in the future but will stick to one tablet per day until the new year.

Bloody hell! just been nodded at in a pub and I'm in total male mode. Burly bloke with a crew cut. Then he followed out into the garden when I went for a smoke; eyeing me up and down just like they do in Manchester when I'm dressed up. I must be giving off some different signals - but I'm saving myself for bf.


10:00 am gmt yesterday Go to bar, deep voice, trying 2 be a man ha-ha, pint of Sneklifter please. Girl serving studies the signs and while pouring distracts my attention, "whats going on there then?"Look behing and there's riots in Pakistan on the screen, "Dunno"
"Looks like they're fighting over a frock"
"Wish I was with with them"
"Here you are sweetie", and my beer was served up with the biggest grin in the world yay, yay, yay, read and accepted.

10:00 pm gmt yesterdayWalking towards three attractive 20ish girls.Feeling a million dollars. Every time I do this I get better. Sexy gold dress (now sadly broke, see above), dead high, hips swinging, chest thrust out, sex on a stick ha-ha. Get withihin a few feet of the girls and the closest one takes a deep intake of breath. And as I'm walking past says "Oh my God she's a tranny!!"Whoo whoo, yay yay yay yay yay brill brill!!!!!!

Isn't there a song, "I'd rather be a trannie than a girl, yes I would" And i can, and i am - Wonderful day.